I thought I had forgotten completely about you, and what came was the excruciating equivalence of a freight train destined to collide with the center of my core.
His touch is warm, like soft velvet and he lets out the gentle whisper of a feline purr. I’m lost in this for a moment; my mind stays hooked to these caresses my body hasn’t felt in so long - but only for a moment.
Get up. Get out. Just suck suck suck suck back that blazing fire and take a breather.
And there it is, I can see what is happening now clear as the new day after a storm.
The impact from the collision takes the breath right from my lungs as if it wasn’t mine to have. I’m trapped in place, my feet are pinned to the ground and I lean against the fence for support.
I beg and grovel to push your face from my mind, you were the purpose behind my wants and needs and everything I’ll always be and now I’m nothing but empty hands and a nicotine fiend.
But I stand up, just like I always do.