You're amazing. I wish I could express it in better terms - how you're such a strong beautiful woman who is on the crossroads experiencing the sights in the fields and woods and towns she's going towards eventually. She'll follow the sign to the right destination where all the pieces come together and all roads meet, but until then she's got a radiant smile and a good heart as her assets help her within this journey. She's got ambitions and dreams but lacks self-belief and faith within her and calls herself stupid for having them but shes not going to give up just yet, because she gets joy in proving people wrong and telling them a giant, "Fuck you," because shes better than the rest out there.
That was my Tyra moment for you.
How do I do this kindness justice...
You are my white knight, my Moses saving me from a life of slavery.
I'm singing "You've Got A Friend In Me". My toes are dancing.
I am, in the purest form, baffled by the ignorant, insubordinate, naivety of human beings. I want to commit to being a mute to avoid ever being involved in anything like I was just subjected to. I can’t even begin to understand the audacity - my blood is bubbling.
On another note, I went house hunting yesterday and today, called to make an appointment for tomorrow to register for school, and watched a terrible movie (the only positive being Bill Murray and that his first name was ‘Happy’).
My brother is sending me Pineapple Crush from Newfoundland (a great Canadian anomaly).
Every move I make feels like something I need to keep my head down for, until something smacks me in the face and I can breathe again.
“In the desert I saw a creature, naked, bestial, who, squatting upon the ground held his heart in his hands and ate of it. I said, “Is it good, friend?” ”It is bitter - bitter,” he answered - ”but I like it because it is bitter, and because it is my heart.’”—Stephen Crane
Today consisted of making some pretty satisfying purchases, eating delicious food, learning how to play Rummoli and playing it for 7 unnoticeable hours while having the most incredible conversations. Good day.