Maybe it’s an artist thing, but maybe other people do that thing where you make slight adjustments to people’s faces in your head to picture what they’ll look like when they’re older. I just realized that all the girls I thought were extremely beautiful in high school are going to look like completely average soccer moms in the next 10 years. I have the lowest hopes for myself now hahaha.
I can feel it hovering over me like a dark cloud. Any moment, any day now, something is going to happen. There is going to be a trigger and I feel it ticking down to the second where the bubble just bursts and suddenly I’m not going to be okay anymore. I’m okay right now, I really am. But this time bomb is lurching up my back and sitting on my shoulder smirking at me like an asshole. I’m not going to be okay in a few days, I’m going to be my worst ever and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it.
LOST is a tradition? What other holiday traditions do you have?
I think I’m going to make it a tradition. I watched it for the first time November of last year.
I don’t know, I guess we have some but I just try not to think about holidays (especially from now until after February). December and January are my least favourite months and are usually pretty dark for me.
When I was 17 I went to the east coast to visit my father (who lived right on the ocean front). My best friend and I would Skype every day and I’d show him the sunrise and sunsets on the water and he would say, “I miss you girlouteast,” and I would reply, “I miss you boyathome.”
Thus was the birth of our url’s and forever pseudonyms.
If you would like to recommend your own blog/formspring or possibly someone else’s - I’d really appreciate it. I’m looking for some solid personalities, beautifully written words and wonderfully pleasing aesthetics! Any takers?